“Fear not, little flock; for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom.” Luke 12:32
The Lord loves to give! From the very gift of salvation right down to the gifts of graces as we go from glory to glory. Why do I go back to earning all the time? Why do I go back to trying to get into “God’s good graces” type of mentality? Faith is such a paradox at times especially in light of some texts in scripture and yet it’s all in complete divine harmony. I like when it tells me to strive for perfection but then I am also haunted by that same text when I mess up. Give me something to do so I can feel entitled to earn these gifts of God. Give me the sense that I’ve done enough… These are the real thoughts behind the prayers sometimes. Gifts are received not earned. He is so willing to give me the very kingdom and all it’s benefits! If my mind were able to fully comprehend this mystery I would perish! Lord show me how to receive in faith!